Sunday, August 29, 2010

Not enough ...



~Not enough time has passed; though far too much has gone by...

~Not enough hours in a day ; yet too many to get through...

~Not enough time we had with you

Missing you more with each passing minute ~ Grammie loves you ,Beans, and I will NEVER forget...

21 months

Saturday, July 31, 2010

20 months...

Dear Elijah,
Grammie misses you every day. Yesterday there was a swarm of Dragon flies in our yard. It was the most awesome thing! I knew you and Grandpa were here. Each day without you becomes harder, not easier; but little signs of you make it bearable.
I love you Bean Baby....

Friday, June 25, 2010

...You never know how strong you are until being strong is the only choice you have...

Thursday, April 29, 2010

Loving You...



The apples on your tree are growing ... a symbol to us that life goes on...but it will never be the same. The hours that turn into days and the weeks spinning into months without you here bring no relief. The grief is still overwhelming to each of us who love you. Though 17 months have passed since you were snatched away; it feels as if it were just today. You are and will always be Grammie's Sunshine- I miss you dearly my little Angel.

Sunday, February 14, 2010

My Valentine


Elijah,
You will ALWAYS be my Valentine
Hanging in there... wishing you were here.
Loving you always,
Grammie

Friday, January 29, 2010

Still Missing You

My Dearest Elijah,
Missing you is never ending ~ a day without you is like an eternity.
To feel the pain in your mommy and daddy and each one that loves you is almost too much to carry in my heart.
The good memories of you will have to get us through each passing day.
The fourteen months that have passed without you have been like a movie in slow motion. Each and every thought just brings us back to you. Sure do miss your beautiful smile :)
Remember how much we all love you and keep up the visits we all know it's you
Forever you are my Angel...

Saturday, December 26, 2009

A Blue Christmas

Baby Beans,
It was a blue Christmas without you. All the sparkle and glowing lights could not replace the thoughts of needing you here with us.
We miss you so.
All our love to you today and always,
Mommy,Daddy,Paw-paw ,Grammie & Aunt Jo-Jo

Sunday, November 29, 2009

The Year No~one Wanted...




...aunt jojo loves and misses you terribly little man!




Every day without you feels like a lifetime


Dread has come with each day of this year


Mornings come way too early


Leaving you in our dreams,


Evenings can't come soon enough


Wishing another day without you gone;


Memories are all we have left of you.


The day you were born brought SO much joy into our lives,


The doctors said you wouldn't make it, but we knew without a doubt you would.


You fought and were the STRONGEST little boy our family had ever layed eyes on,


We knew you weren't going anywhere.


You fought for exactly 1 year, 1 month, and 11 days;


On November 29, 2008 we were forced to let you go


Grandpa Millard could not wait to see his little man again.


I hope Grandpa is spoiling you and giving you all the candy and chocolate in the world.


You deserve nothing but the best and it's what you should get.


Elijah Call you will ALWAYS be in our hearts, thoughts, and dreams


there is not one day that goes by we do not think about you.


We love and miss you dearly.


You will ALWAYS be our little man:)




Aunt Jojo, Mommy, Daddy,
Grammie and Paw-Paw