Saturday, August 29, 2009

Nine months without you...


For almost nine months we waited to see your beautiful face...
When the moment finally arrived, you were the most beautiful boy anyone had ever laid eyes on.
For thirteen months WE thrived in YOUR light and the wonders of you.
Today has been nine months without the sweet smell of you and your loving, warm, touch our lives will never be the same because of you.
We dearly miss you Little Man.
You are our shining star and the Angel that guards us ; in our hearts and daily lives you will always be.
Missing you today and always.
Love from
Mommy, Daddy, PawPaw, Grammie,Aunt Jo~jo,
Uncle Jacob & Aunt Aubree

Thursday, August 6, 2009

Are we helping?

Are the blogs here or at www.elijahslegacy.ning.com helpful?
I've been so depressed lately. I miss him so much and this is the only thing I can do to keep from having a nervous breakdown. I spend so many hours searching for more information. Every day, feeling my daughter's loss, drives me more to find and share all the possible answers.
It's so scary thinking about anyone else ever having to go through this and not having the right information.
Knowledge is key.
If we can just arm one family with the proper knowledge maybe, it would feel better.
I know he was not sent and taken for no reason.
Just can't wrap my mind around all of it right now. I dream of him and see him as he should be- but also the nightmares of what was.
QUESTION-If they can engineer a "designer baby" in a petrie dish, why can't they add a chromosome to a living child?