HEY LIL MAN IT'S PAW-PAW I JUST WANTED YOU TO KNOW THAT IT SEEMS LIKE AN ETERNITY SINCE I LAST HELD YOU IN MY ARMS AND ROCKED YOU TO SLEEP "NO-ONE" COULD POSSIBLY KNOW HOW MUCH JOY YOU BROUGHT INTO MY LIFE. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO MUCH AND LIFE IS JUST NOT THE SAME WITHOUT YOU. I THINK THIS IS THE WORST YEAR OF MY LIFE AND WORDS CAN'T EVEN BEGIN TO EXPRESS HOW MUCH MY HEART BREAKS EVERY SECOND OF EVERY DAY KNOWING THAT YOUR NOT HERE WITH ME. EVRY TIME I SEE THAT ONE SPECIAL FLOWER OR THE BUTTERFLIES DANCING OR THE DRAGONFLIES SITTING ON THE ROCKING CHAIR I CAN CLOSE MY EYES AND THERE YOU ARE SMILING AT ME WITH THAT BEAUTIFUL LITTLE FACE. YOU WILL ALWAYS BE IN PAW-PAWS HEART AND WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN. YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE THAT I KNOW OF THAT COULD MAKE PAW-PAWS ICE COLD ROCK SOLID HEART MELT LIKE BUTTER AT JUST THE MERE THOUGHT OF YOU, TO ME YOU WILL ALWAYS BE THE MOST PRECIOUS AND SPECIAL ONE THAT HAS ENTERED MY LIFE AND IT WILL NEVER BE THE SAME AGAIN.TELL MAW-MAW, GRANDPAW MILLARD AND POPS I LOVE AND MISS THEM TO I WILL LET YOU GO PLAY FOR NOW AND PLEASE COME SEE PAW-PAW. I LOVE YOU MY PRECIOUS LIL MAN LOVE PAW-PAW
I have 3 beautiful children. Janet-24, Jacob-21 & Jordyn -16 .
I am the grammie of Elijah or, "Beans".He was a victim of a rare genetic disorder called DiGeorge syndrome. He was born 10-18-07 , weighing in at 3# 11oz, passed away on 11-29-08 weighing in at 10# 3 oz. Elijah's story must be told because this syndrome was unheard of by us and everyone we know, before Elijah. We lacked information and were on a roller coaster of survival for 13 mos. & 11 days all filled with LOVE,JOY and FEAR....
I am on a mission to create a foundation for DiGeORGE Syndrome patients and families.
HEY LIL MAN IT'S PAW-PAW I JUST WANTED YOU TO KNOW THAT IT SEEMS LIKE AN ETERNITY SINCE I LAST HELD YOU IN MY ARMS AND ROCKED YOU TO SLEEP "NO-ONE" COULD POSSIBLY KNOW HOW MUCH JOY YOU BROUGHT INTO MY LIFE. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO MUCH AND LIFE IS JUST NOT THE SAME WITHOUT YOU. I THINK THIS IS THE WORST YEAR OF MY LIFE AND WORDS CAN'T EVEN BEGIN TO EXPRESS HOW MUCH MY HEART BREAKS EVERY SECOND OF EVERY DAY KNOWING THAT YOUR NOT HERE WITH ME. EVRY TIME I SEE THAT ONE SPECIAL FLOWER OR THE BUTTERFLIES DANCING OR THE DRAGONFLIES SITTING ON THE ROCKING CHAIR I CAN CLOSE MY EYES AND THERE YOU ARE SMILING AT ME WITH THAT BEAUTIFUL LITTLE FACE. YOU WILL ALWAYS BE IN PAW-PAWS HEART AND WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN. YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE THAT I KNOW OF THAT COULD MAKE PAW-PAWS ICE COLD ROCK SOLID HEART MELT LIKE BUTTER AT JUST THE MERE THOUGHT OF YOU, TO ME YOU WILL ALWAYS BE THE MOST PRECIOUS AND SPECIAL ONE THAT HAS ENTERED MY LIFE AND IT WILL NEVER BE THE SAME AGAIN.TELL MAW-MAW, GRANDPAW MILLARD AND POPS I LOVE AND MISS THEM TO I WILL LET YOU GO PLAY FOR NOW AND PLEASE COME SEE PAW-PAW. I LOVE YOU MY PRECIOUS LIL MAN
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